Sorry If

I saw it coming and I tried to run, but you caught up. The hardest part about loving you is trying not to cry. The only thing worse than hearing your name is hearing nothing at all. So I'll sit back and I'll watch you laugh and I'll try not to fall. I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough, wasn't strong enough, wasn't loud enough. I'm sorry if I ever made you cry- ever made you want to go. Stay with me. Stay with me until the morning comes. Stay with me. Stay with me until you fall in love. I sit upon the floor; scattered papers flood. Atop them lie the words: unspoken, "should have said". Time cannot be changed. Those bridges all were burned. Save me now. Teach me how to be loved in return. Save me. How can I feel whole?